addicted to
i'm not here to win
i'm here to leave a legacy
it's the passion that drives you
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection
tagboard ;
guestbook
i am wide awake and i want to give the inventor/s of caffeine a big hug
i am surprisingly emotionally stable but that scares me cos it means that either a) i have actually finally let go or b) i am going to have a very bad breakdown on monday or c) those past months of torture were strictly self-induced and based on one (possibly stupid) assumptions
i feel like doing more work but i'm scared that my internal energy will decrease by too large a value assuming that Q is being RELEASED when mugging and work is being done BY me (i love physics... hahah i can't tell if that's cos i'm drugged with caffeine...)
today i could finally run without feeling like i was gonna drop dead from a heart attack or go unconscious from a restricted windpipe. all hail modern medicine and the amazing heavens.
dooodeeedaaa ok now i'm a bit scared for myself. haha. spongebob squarepants is the bomb.
OK BACK TO WORK. zzz. caffeine is a miracle drug. xoxoxoxoxo.